OPEN THE DOOR

Richard, my twin soul, had a rough evening yesterday. After having heard some sad news and calling a few people, he nosedived into what he called ‘old- Richard’ behavior; irritable, frustrated, unreasonable and not approachable.

As his twin soul ( or as a fellow human being?) , having a lot with him in common, I understood intuitively that  what he did was for the most part a reaction of feeling powerless.

Nevertheless, he allowed me to be close, to support him and he regained some of his spirit, until something he wanted to achieve didn’t go according to plan and he ‘locked’ energetically the door, giving himself a really hard time within himself, feeling the weight of the world on his shoulders and feeling not able to do anything constructive.

This morning, after opening the shed where the sheep had spend the night and one ewe had given birth to two lambs,  I wandered over the terrain. I was talking to myself and the Universe about what I could do or say to Richard to help him coping with this ‘old-Richard’ behavior that he dislikes so much.

Send = receive

In the next couple of minutes, I opened up for receiving answers and I got a series of images in my head, all having to do with ‘a house’.  I saw the type of house Richard would like to live in ( me too, by the way)  and I saw him running from a light room with open windows, upstairs, to a dark room without any windows and locking himself up there, almost kicking and screaming.

I went back to Richard, who was just taking a shower. He asked how the sheep were doing. He was excited about the news on the twin lambs. He confessed to me that he had ‘felt’, when I closed the door behind me,  that there was a twin born.  He decided that the next time he feels such a thing, he will say it to me straight away. And he is determined to trust the intuitive messages he receives.

I told him that I myself, had received an intuitive message whilst I was away, concerning dealing with ‘old –Richard’ behavior. I asked him if he wanted to hear about it, and he was curious what it could be.

On the side of the bed, I told him that it may help him to envision himself as the house he wants to live in: simple, warm, calm, open plan, connected with ‘outside’ with a veranda to sit on.

Whenever he feels that he is heading into the dark, windowless frustration room, he is disconnecting (himself) from his preferred way of living. Obviously, he can chose to stay in the dark frustration room as long as he likes and invest as much powerful energy in smashing  himself into the walls. But if he is aware that he doesn’t like doing that.. he can picture himself being in the house he loves. He can thank the frustration room for helping him see that something needs attention with power, turn around, open the door and head back to the living room, or the sunny warm veranda, There lies the core of his power and he can invest his energy there. In entering that room again, he will reconnect with himself and as a result ( send = receive) reconnect with the world around him.  From his corepower.

He was moved to tears and told me also a few hours later that this picture:”if you want to live in a certain house…. BE that type of house” had really kicked in. Thank you, Universe, for sharing your love and wisdom with us!