REMARKABLE?

Reality……

I have had an amazing week with reality. Reality has presented me a wide range of experiences, from ‘ordinary’ via ‘remarkable’ to ‘bizarre’.  This scale of labels is not uncommon.  In any given week there are a lot of ordinary things, some remarkable things and very often also a few bizarre things.

This week however, everything seemed to be turned upside down, inside out or played backwards. Normal events, like eating my breakfast at the table, suddenly felt surreal. Remarkable events, like having lunch in a T-shirt outside on the 29^th of December, felt just right. Some very special moments with twin flame magic energy in it, felt only natural and precisely the way it has to be.

My twin flame and I had 5 days in a row to spend together. Our first time  together without having to keep an eye on the clock, without having to do something else.  This was a magical Christmas gift to us and a real landmark in our relationship: being limitless together in reality.

We had only spend about 20 hours in each other’s company in the last 8 months, ever since that day in may where looking in each other’s eyes made us feel love in a degree we had never experienced before in this lifetime. We had emailed each other about 600 pages of text (each) feeling completely connected on soul level. And now, we were experiencing how our beings would respond to being with each other all day.

We had to pinch ourselves and each other regularly and we both had difficulties to feel reality as real.

My twin flame said a few times that it seems that in a twin flame relationship, everything seems to go reversed. Normally, two people meet and build up a closeness and intimacy in there togetherness doing ordinary activities.

We already felt we ‘knew’ each other, on soul level, had some really magical spiritual energetic connections, just by looking  or by a simple touch  … feeling so intensely close and intimate when our souls fully connect. With this as a starting point.. we needed now to take steps towards having a meal together, or walk with the dogs..  very normal things, feeling very odd! My twin flame joked  that, working backwards from the normal procedure, we will probably meet each other next week.

Normally, spending a few days together for the first time with somebody, comes with some awkwardness, or shyness and not immediately feeling at home and the need to adjust to each other’s energy. So there, a certain feeling of ‘bizarreness’ is normal.  Here, I found myself so at home, with no need to adjust to his energy ( since we feel we vibrate in the same frequency). It felt so normal to be together in that aspect, that precisely that  struck me again as very remarkable.

I completely lost track of ‘bizarre’ and ‘normal’ and just let it wash over me.

There was however a moment, after these 5 days, that really struck me as bizarre. I had been talking for 5 days in English. That went remarkably easy, considering that I am Dutch. When I started to talk in Dutch again, it struck me that I had difficulties in finding Dutch words!!! Bizarre!!!

Conclusion so far:

There is a lot of fun to be had when ordinary things become unreal and bizarre things feel very right!